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Test Results Back: Big, Fat, Negative
2013 February 11, 11:39 am
Filed under: All about me

First of all, thank you so much to all of you who have reached out over the last few days with words of encouragement, emails, phone calls, texts, and tweets. Goodness, I love all those Momma’s and Australians who are awake to read and respond to my frightened ramblings in the middle of the night. It was so comforting to read your words of support and encouragement first thing in the morning after a very scared and fitful night’s sleep.

My dermatologist called this morning and my test results from the second biopsy in my armpit have come back as completely negative. Benign. Harmless. And completely cancer free. I started crying and am now doing a happy dance at my desk with streaky mascara. The irony and contradiction is not lost on me but the sense of relief is so palpable I really just don’t care.

The doc also said that he and several of his colleagues took a second look at the test results of the mole he took off my foot and have decided that while it is completely harmless, they didn’t get all of it out. Apparently, it has a long “root” like a tooth and there is still some left in there. They don’t want it to grow back, so sometime in the next month I need to go back in to have a “punch” taken out to get rid of the last little bit of that spot. But, it’s nothing to worry about, not dangerous, he just doesn’t want there to be a chance it will grow back because growing moles on my body are cause for concern.

Anyway. That’s not something I’m thinking about this week. I’ll deal with that little hiccup after my heart rate and blood pressure return back to normal levels. You know, the levels they were at last Wednesday before I got The Call.

Thank you again for all your support.

xox

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I just exhaled.

Comment by K

Oh man, I didn’t even realize how tangible the relief would be until I started sobbing (at work, in a conference room, by myself) when I got the call. Gaaaah, stress much!?

xox

Comment by heidikins

I feel terrible that I didn’t comment last week because it crossed my mind to do so several times. I’m the worst. But I’m really glad that the scary moles are benign! Good on you for keeping up with them!

Comment by Sherry

Don’t worry about it, thanks for commenting now though!

xox

Comment by heidikins

I’m so happy for you and your lovely epidermis! What a relief!

Comment by Audrey

“Lovely epidermis” sounds like the name of a goth girl band….which of course makes me love it even more! :)

xox

Comment by heidikins

Yes! So glad.

Comment by Saskia

I wanted to celebrate by buying a book (less “harmful” than cupcakes) and then I remember my damn “one book a month” rule. Grrrr.

xox

Comment by heidikins

woo hoo! so happy for you!

Comment by Katelin (@katelin)

Thanks for all the comments, my dear!

xox

Comment by heidikins

So glad you got the all-clear Heidi!!

Comment by Britt

Thank you! me too! :)

xox

Comment by heidikins

So, so, so happy to hear!

Comment by Lacey Bean

Thank you, it really has made this week a lot easier!

xox

Comment by heidikins

Oh, sweetie! Just catching up. Big, squishy hugs.

xo

Comment by Angella

Thank you! Much appreciated!

xox

Comment by heidikins

Congrats! So excited to hear the happy news!

Comment by Lynze

Thank you, it really was kind of scary there for a minute!

xox

Comment by heidikins

hooray for a negative that’s a positive!

Comment by Isabel

Right!? Ohmygersh!

xox

Comment by heidikins

Wonderful!

Comment by alimison

Thank you!

xox

Comment by heidikins

Did you feel the earth just shaking??? Ah, right, it wasn’t the earth but the huge weight that was lifted off your shoulders and dropped onto the floor!
That’s awesome news!!! In German we say that a big rock just fell off your heart (and mine too, when I heard the good news)! Oh happy day…

Comment by Denise

A big rock fell off my heart? I can totally get behind that kind of sentiment. :)

xox

Comment by heidikins




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