Or, six-o-dark-hundred in the freaking morning…ya know, whatever.
My “new” job–the one where I have to talk to assshats and keep my cool at the same time–is, well, a bit precarious. When I was hired in August I joined a department of about twenty-five people, two teams and two managers. Over the ensuing months that changed to one manager of fifteen, then twelve, then nine, and now five. Five Peons, the grunt-force of my company. Luckily, I am still one of those five and am actually doing really well, however frustrating and monotonous those days can be. But, I’m still there. My security badge still works and my (measly) paycheck continues to be deposited into my bank account.
However, comma, that kind of twisted job security can only last for so long.
We have been told that our department, the Peon Department, is being disolved on January 1. As of this writing (pre-Seattle, thank you schedule-in-advance publishing), I still have no idea what will happen, or where I will be when I go back to work. For all I know, I may show-up in January with no desk and no team of co-workers.
Happy Freakin’ New Year.
I don’t know what will happen, but at this point there is nothing I can do about that. I am not new to unemployment – in the last 16 months I have been unemployed for 7 months, I know how it works. That doesn’t mean that I want to jump back onto that wagon, especially in this economy. Utah has been recently ranked as the fastest growing state in the nation. Sure, part of that is that we have ginormous families. The other part is that more and more people keep moving here. Looking for jobs. You can see where I’m going with this, can’t you. I need to keep my job, and it kills me that there is absolutely nothing I can do at this point but wait it out. Sucktacular.
But hey, it could be worse–and thankfully, it’s not. Today is my 3-year divorciversary; I’d rather be unemployed in a craptastic economy a thousand times over than spending another day with the X.
I’ll keep you posted on the job thing, that other thing? It is so far away and so long ago, at this point it’s just a bad dream with fuzzy memories.
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Oh dear. . . I hope everything works itself out. I know you’re a seriously determined person and if there is anyone who can make the best of this, it’s you. Good luck!
Comment by Janssen 2008 December 28 @ 12:51 amIn about three weeks it will have been a year since I had a job. I suppose it’s about time I get one. Problem is, I don’t want to go back to being a Peon. Sucks.
Oh, and divorciversary is one of my new favorite words!
Comment by sovknight 2008 December 28 @ 1:35 amCrap. You’ll be in my prayers.
Comment by Allie 2008 December 28 @ 3:49 amI always find when one door is slammed in my face another one that I never knew was there is bounced open!
I think I’ve been made redundant 4 times out of 6 full time jobs now, the present one is not playing ball I want them to make me redundant! LoL but I am thankful that I have a job even if it is a sh***y one that makes me unhappy!
So although I know it’s a bi**h of a time to loose a job & the economy really is at a low point you never know what’s out there, I will keep you in my thoughts!
Happy divorciversary!
Seeya hugya *G*
Comment by grungedandy 2008 December 28 @ 5:40 amI’ll be thinking of you.
Comment by Britt 2008 December 28 @ 7:42 amHappy divorciversary!
So sorry about the teetering job situation. That is very difficult in these times. I hope your job either stays around, or that you are able to find another job quickly. Chin up!
Comment by Sra 2008 December 28 @ 11:59 amOh crap. That sucks. I’ll be thinking positive job thoughts for you!
Comment by Erin 2008 December 28 @ 4:13 pmAsshats. Ha. Is that X96 I hear creepin in? Funny.
Comment by Andrea 2008 December 28 @ 7:55 pmOops – published before I was done. Sorry about the job-disolve dude. My job is sketchy too. Higher Ed has to make big cuts – meaning people cuts. Sigh. My prayers are for you my friend!
Comment by Andrea 2008 December 28 @ 7:57 pmOh man. I hope everything works out OK! Keep us posted!
Comment by Jess 2008 December 29 @ 6:56 amWow, it sounds like you’re caught in a game of musical chairs, waiting to see when you’ll be left without one. I’m so sorry! But, as your divorciversary reminds you, you’ve survived worse. You’re going to be fine, my friend. Hang in there. I’m praying for 2009 to exceed your expectations
Comment by Trish Ryan 2008 December 29 @ 9:07 amUrgh, how disheartening.
Comment by RA 2008 December 29 @ 12:04 pmoh boo what a horrible way to start the new year. i hope it all works out for you though! fingers crossed.
Comment by katelin 2008 December 29 @ 1:18 pmi am sorry. i really hope everything works out for you. i am sure it will. I love that you used the term “asshats” too good!
Comment by lacey 2008 December 29 @ 1:18 pmWow. It’s so amazing to read people’s story and read little bits and pieces here and there unfold along the way that reveal the whole person. Thank you for sharing your stories with us. You are an incredible person for surviving your past horrors and moving on, being strong, brave, courageous, and beautiful.
I’m sorry to hear about your year-end stresses relating to work. I hope it all works out for you, and I know it will. You’ve overcome so much already. You are a shining star and it would only be a matter of time before something else comes your way, if indeed it gets to that.
Thank you, again, Heidikins. You’re the bestest.
Comment by Chiada 2008 December 29 @ 4:09 pmYou’ve had a tough go with this crappy economy! It’s not fair not to know where you’re going to be! But at least you’re not a slacker spiraling down. You’re valuable. And this situation is not permanent, but it’ll be crappy for a while…
Comment by Jen 2008 December 30 @ 10:52 amHappy Divorciversary!
And I hope things work out for you (well, I am sure they will… I just hope it’s soon and goes relatively smoothly…)
Comment by Z 2008 December 31 @ 6:39 amWell it’s times like this you think of all the things you have to be grateful for. Like the fact that you aren’t married to …. and that you have a fantastic man in your life now. And that a lot of people love you, read your blog, and pray that you have a lot of great things awaiting you in 2009! Happy New Year!
Comment by jordan 2008 December 31 @ 10:57 amYou’ll be in our thoughts and prayers! But there is one thing I am sure of: you are so talented and ambitious that I know you’ll have many wonderful opportunities heading your way in this new year! Please call me if you need ANYTHING at all! We love you!
Comment by Vanessa 2009 January 2 @ 8:08 pmOh my goodness! I just read the posts linked in your profile about your ex. I had no idea you went through such a terrible time with a marriage! You have definitely come a long way and are a beautiful person (as learned through reading about your life since May) and I am so proud of you for taking a stand and turning your life around. Happy divorciversary!
Comment by Jackie 2009 January 4 @ 9:32 am